Blog Flash Day Nine – Journey.
Today is a weary part of my journey, I feel it dragging, but I’m trying to keep walking forwards. I feel my decision weighing heavy inside, more like a sigh than regret. I’m trying to heal and trying to get better, my hands are healing at least, that shows maybe today, though it feels bad inside, it’s not so built up. My hands got so bad that I had to treat them. Every time I moved, even just to drive, they bled.
I am proud of you. Proud that you continue to write, that you are allowing your hands to heal, and, as strange as it may sound, that you are still wrestling with your decision regarding your dad. It shows that you no longer just ” give in ” to keep the peace or to please him. And so, I think your anguish is kind of a good thing.
Like I always tell you… Whatever it takes.
I know you probably don’t feel it, but you are showing strength. Keep going. When the answers won’t come, as to which direction to go; do what your heart tells you to do.
Everything will fall into place as it should be… someday.
~ Hugs ~
Keep moving…God is with you…..line yourself with real truth..what was meant to forever and totally harm you…you are coming through and will be healed…God Bless…EveryDay you are doing better..